Sisterhood is powerful

“Do one thing every day that scares you.” -Eleanor Roosevelt

There are a lot of stunned ladies in Columbia today.

The last time we looked at a Monday morning, the eyes of almost forty young girls were on us. We were singing, dancing, screaming at the top of our lungs to the sounds of our sisters in rock, with instruments in a constant state of being moved and played. We were crowd surfing a wave of positive activity and now that we are on our feet…things seem a little…still.

And we are taking it in.

I didn’t expect to be encouraged to pick up a bass guitar and learn five cords in an hour. I didn’t expect to ever ever be singing Cher at a karaoke bar in 5 Points. I didn’t expect this experience to change my life.

If Girls Rock Columbia taught me anything, it is how amazing it feels to dive into the unknown and come out better for it. I couldn’t have been as brave without my Girls Rock Columbia sisters.I know we all felt it.

We all took on tough challenges. We all tried new things. At the end, we were all responsible for our success. We gained new skills, new friends and new experiences just like our campers did.

That’s power. That’s sisterhood.

I taught a “Girls Rock Photography!” workshop with Alexis Schwallier. After we viewed and discussed images, each camper was given a disposable camera and asked to document her camp experience. I couldn’t be prouder of the outcome.

Another year over and a new one just begun

This is it.

2014

A new year and my final undergraduate semester. I thought I would never get here and now, as I settle into the last week of my winter break, I look forward to this coming semester with a sense of excitement, trepidation and unadulterated fear. It all seems so unreal and enormous.

What happens to the dream when you awaken?

I am lucky to have wonderful distractions: a family vacation, a wedding, Living Room Session #3 , and  a new toy; an Argus rangefinder. Of course, children move through life like small–but-mighty comets and, if you aren’t watching every moment, you are definitely missing things. I could spend all my time in starlight, watching them fly. They are moving so fast!

I had a really rewarding photography class with Eliot Dudik last fall that has me warily convinced I might actually be an artist.

And so now, I need to treat myself like a professional.

“Free” exposure is very alluring. Social media makes a lot of seductive marketing promises. And local jobs are actually paying…albeit, way below my asking rate. I am meeting people. My work is being seen and people like it! But, it comes at a price.

The film in my hands, the smell of developer, the finger bloodied from cutting mat board: physical manifestations of how valuable my time is. And it isn’t just the work done in the photo rooms at McMaster…it is the bedtime stories I sacrificed to be there…the family missing me so that I can have the luxury of time spent making art.

Once you post anything on the internet it is as good as gone, regardless (and often because) of current laws, etiquette or privacy settings. So, I have decided to seriously limit the amount and size of my work on the internet. Also, I am going to enter more shows. It requires research and a much tougher skin. I am getting there.

It is also time to join the clubs and follow up on the job postings that will get my PR muscles strong enough to enter the job market with some confidence this year.

So, wish me luck and I wish you the same.

More time doing what we love and more time with our families and more value for what we do. That’s all. And it isn’t asking too much!

Happy New Year.